Decisions, Decisions....*Added note*

Thank you for all your feed back and it has helped SO MUCH...we talked and talked and talked about it some more, and then we turned to the docs....lol. They picked a surrogate for us IF we chose to go that route (again no pressure). So we looked at her profile and said, hey why not, lets go with a NEW surrogate.

So we chose her and wanna keep her until we're ready, we're thinking sometime in the next 6-8 months  (maybe sooner) to pay fees and sign contracts and transfer again.  We wanna keep you guys guessing when we're going to go for round 3. lol. i am just preparing myself that IF it doesnt work we have to really call it quits for a while (we really dont have $$ left to try thats why, we cant deplete the bank account, gotta prepare for those rainy days).

I am thinking about ED, but who's name is on the birth cirtificate?? do i have to adopt the baby or something? more questions i guess for u guys, enjoy.

Even though this is a personal question I need input...surrogacy in general is such a personal choice, dont we all agree...lol. I know ED is really just an option and thanks Mr. Hawii for reminding us we have options (sometime it feels we only have now or never..hehe). As my husband says all the time, EVERYONE ALWAYS WANTS INSTANT GRATIFICATION....it will happen, its just taking a bit longer. He's so smart (and cute, hehe). I want to know all my options and what they entale so i can rule out each one if it doesnt fit us (adoption is out, fostering is out, ect.) so i really LOVE reading all my options and need all my surro buddies opinions.

At this point, with SI, I'm taking it one cycle at a time....let see AND PRAY HARD AS HELL...this one works with the frozen embies and then we can move on from there. I laso want to leave my email so others can contact me for anything,  (amanda_s_persaud@yahoo.com).

Caught Up, Finally...researching next steps...

Well, I have read all my surro buddies blogs and it has been so amazing to read each one!! Some brought tears of joy and some broughe moments of  happiness to see growth of cute babies and others moving forward.

We have been busy as always with family and friends. Each weekend is something and nothing shy of being tired on Monday morning for work...hehe. We are at our usual cross road where we have decisions to make regarding surrogacy. I know we are gonna try again, when...we dont really know...with the same surrogate...not sure...but we do know the we love working with SI!! We hope this 3rd time is the charm and cant wait to share stories like the rest of u all...

We have been looking into trying again but maybe some of you can help us....how many of of you guys tried with the same surrogate or tired with a different one on your 2nd + attempts?? Please advise, on using the same or should we try a new one?? any advice would be great help!!!! i've tried to research it but no luck.

Lil bit of venting

Do these low days go away?? I was just curious how long is it gonna take me to feel "normal" again....it seems like EVERYTHING bothers me. Now its gearing towards my hubby...i feel so distant from everyone.

Its been hot this week and i am lovin it....i know its gonna get back chilly by the end of the week and its ok. I'm ok with it. Keeping busy with work as always and have family over the next couple of weekends...that should keep my mind off of things.

VENTING SESSION OVER...