Keep the positive news coming

I cant stop reading everyone's blog, its either they are going to pick up their baby, just got a positive or trying again to have a positive. Thats the way I see it. It makes me so scared to try again because i dont wanna break SI's trend...lol! Well i feel as though i have picked the right clinic. I pray everyone on their journey has a positive and double if possible (JoJo, Kerrie, Amber- u girls need to have twins to make up for the last times).

My sister in law is getting married next year (the engagement party is Sept.5th- lucky i'm the MC!!) but i am nervous if our baby(ies) will be due around the time of the wedding because since my hubby is BIG brother, she depends on our help. PLUS if we go to the wedding and then we have a baby afterwards, everyone is gonna say "u didnt look pregnant at the wedding?"- i havent thought of any answers to those questions. but no matter who asks me what i will be ready because I JUST WANT A BABY OR TWO.....i will explain to my ML and SL what we are going to do when we reach our 3rd trimester or before the wedding in case we are in INDIA. Maybe i am thinking too far ahead and need to take it one day at a time.

i swear i am gonna give myself an anxiety attack. which i do feel coming on at times. In the hindu culture the sister-in-law plays a BIG BIG part in the wedding. If I am not there (b/c of the birth of my baby-lets cross our fingers) it will be so hard to explain because we werent gonna tell everyone just immediate family. But i guess we are gonna have to watch and wait.